I’m a poor excuse for a human. Lol.
Why do people put so much effort into verbally denying their mistakes, yet make absolutely no effort in actually hiding those same mistakes? It baffles my mind. And I don’t think I’ll ever understand it.
I’m having a really hard time trying to connect with the people closest to me. Every time they get close, I back off immediately. I don’t know why. And I’m too weak suck it up and get over the hump. They are reaching out, and I’m giving them the cold shoulder. I just want to feel okay again. I’m becoming more introverted. I’m forgetting how to connect and express myself. But I don’t think I really knew how to from the start. I really need to change. I really need to get over myself. I really need to feel again. Ugh.
I really don’t know how to express myself with words lately so here’s a song that does a better job